I just found out my new filosofy on life, and Im loving it.
last few weeks have been of total depression, just hopping to be run by a bus or whatever, an asshole broke my heart (again and again, it seems he just cant get enough of it), I got kicked out of collegue.. kind off, I miss NY, and basically everything was turning out wrog.
but then I saw a movie: what the @&/$·Ç do you know, or as I call it "y tu que coño sabes" and it totally changed my life, it sais that you see life the way you want to, and you become adicted to the drugs that your brain give to your body everytime you feel sad, or in love or whatever. so I decided that since I cant change things in life, nor the way other people see me, nor the way they feel about me, FUCK IT! enough of feeling trashy and enough of self pity, Im fine, as good as I can be right now, and thats ok!, thats perfect... also I have had a lot of alcohol lately so that may help uhhh also saw "efectos secundarios" which is depressing in a way but also makes me think --->a la verga con todo!!, Im just living my life and making what ever I can, nothing less and nothing more.
Fuck it, lifes a bitch and I dont care. hurray for drugs and happy toughts.Im done